inspired, again.

this town,
this place,
it can't be erased
for the memories
stuck in me
cut deep down
can't be traced
tears i've cried
laughs
sighs
all can't be imagined
cause only me,
myself,
and i,
can feel the pain.


ding, dong,
the bells are charming
ding, dong,
they whistle in the wind
ding, dong,
there cries are being heard across the city
farther more
and deeper sounds
within
ding, dong,
i hope you never loose sight
of the beauty of this colorful night
ding, dong,
im awakening your senses
ding, dong,
hope you never forget
the past is what it is
the future isn't planned
the present can only be done
ding, dong,
i hope your listening
ding, dong,
the bells are fading

Psalm 4:1
Answer me when I call to you, O my righteous God. Give me relief from my distress; be merciful to me and hear my prayer.

Psalm 17:1
Hear, O LORD, my righteous plea; listen to my cry. Give ear to my prayer--it does not rise from deceitful lips.

deliciousness!

okay so i have this new obsession,
his name is
TAYLOR LAUNTER!!!
and i NEED to marry him.
he's the hottest thing on this planet and all i want to do for the rest of my life is feel his abbs. haha:)
he's SOO YUMMY!

you foul mouth.

started summer school today,
haha i've never heard a teacher cuss until today, who knew that i could hear so much foul language in one day from a teacher? lol
Sonora should be a new adventure, thats for sure.
wish me luck, i really hope i stay strong in what i believe in these next 4 years.

just freaking comment.

you all hate me huh? cause NO ONE COMMENTS:(

and i need some new songs that are inspiring, I'm running out of good music...any good songs you know that i'd like?:)
please tell me if you have ANY songs, cause i really wanna listen to something new lol:PP

470th post:DDD

some hearts.

"heart don't fail me now, courage don't desert me..don't turn back now that we're here. people always say life is full of choices...no one ever mentions fear. or how the world can seem so vast. on a journey to the past."

"i've never been the kind that you call lucky always stumbling' around in circles. But i must have stumbled into something look at me, am i really alone with you? I wake up feeling like my life's worth living can't recall when i last felt that way. Guess it must be all this you're giving, never knew it could be like this but i guess...some hearts they just get all the right breaks. some hearts have the stars on their side. some hearts they just have it so easy. some hearts just lucky some times, some hearts just get lucky, lucky sometimes.
Now who'd have thought someone like you could love me? You're the last thing my heart expected. Who'd have thought i'd ever find somebody, someone who someone who makes me feel like this...well i guess. some hearts they just get all the right breaks, some hearts have the stars on their side. some hearts they just have it so easy, some hearts just lucky some times, some hearts just lucky, lucky some times.

hmm.

There's something magical when i look at you and you look at me
i feel this sense of freedom and acceptance in you
all i do is think about you
you're the one
it's final, i can't live without you
to my first love
to my first boyfriend
to soon to be my first kiss
your all i ever wanted and all i ever need
you complete me
when i lay down and think
you're never at loss to be in my head
your touch
your whisper
your laugh
that's all i need to keep me going
no words can describe the love i have for my one
no words can explain or possibly obtain what i feel for my one
i love you
what can i say? you're my guardian angel:)
-written by me:D

owl city,

"the stars lean down to kiss you and i lie awake and miss you pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere cause I'll doze off safe and soundly but I'll miss your arms around me I'd sent a postcard to you dear cause i wish you were here"
-vanilla twilight

"i wish i could cross my arms and cross your mind cause i believe you'd unfold your paper heart and wear it on your sleeve, all my life i wish i broke mirrors instead of promises cause all i see is a shattered conscience staring right back at me"
-tidal wave

"i will disguise myself as a sleeping pill and descent inside of you, hello Seattle, i am a cold seahorse feeling warm in your sand. I sing about the tide and the ocean surf rolling in the evening breeze."
-hello Seattle

"and cold nights make staying alert so hard, for heaven's sake keep me awake so i won't be caught off guard. Clearly I am a passerby but i'll find a place to stay...Dear pacific day, won't you take me away? small town hearts of the New year brought down by gravity crystal clear"
-rainbow veins

"If we could sit together a moment and talk forever just to pass the time i would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine with your eyes are locked on mine. Oh we will fill the metro skies with country air and when you close your tired eyes i'll meet you there. deep inside of you theres a ruby glow and it gets brighter then you and i will ever know theres a rushing sound that surrounds us when we walk alone and its everything we've ever known"
-ill meet you there

"are you out there where the rainy days begin to feel rather sad. And the walls are closing in like the darkness around me, it's so hard to look away when the daylight doesn't ever stay. Above tis dull apartment view oh, i will surround you."
-west coast friendship

Owl city the C.D., made by adam young is brilliant. I can't get over how intelligent and meaningful his lyrics are, they seriously make me want to write and write then practice some more..and keep writing. He has this sound about him, that's so unique so likable. I can't get enough of his music. your a genius adam young!:)