haha who knew i could write a rap? lol

frustration.
beaten down, cursed by simple words.
wreckless craze.
i've got you babe.
breath life into me.
hey hey
check it out one two
let me talk to you
help me, help me understand
who i am
where i came from
understand
understand the burden that lies within me
craze
dazed
out of my mind
so amazed
got me played
like wreckless game,
you've got me mad
like i can
understand why you do
what you do
to me how could you?
how could you?
understand..where i am.
who i've been
not who i am
undersstand
the life ive lived
understand,
the measures i give.
help me.
to breath fire into you.
help me
understand why u are who youve been
take me
take me as i am not who i was
listen, listen to me,
take care of me,
let go..
of the frustration burdened inside of your mind
listen to the hope
rising
shining
all above us, its arising.
plain and simple.
-written by me.

separate ways.

There is always a little truth behind every "Just kidding". A little knowledge behind every "I don't know". A little emotion behind every "I don't care". And a little pain behind every "I'm okay."

there's so many memories painted across my mind.
so many tears i have cried.
its a bitter sweet feeling inside.
to say goodbye.
i wish i had a few more moments to grasp
i wish i had one more laugh
before we go our separate ways
and leave this place
don't walk away just yet
the pages are turned, but there's some left
hope doesn't run out this fast.
you gotta hold on
cause there's always gonna be a tear in my heart
always a hug ready to give
always a laugh ready to live
across my mind you come along
and all the memories we've had this year
its gone to fast.
it's gone from me now.
so hold on one more minute
don't say goodbye just yet.
hold on tight to the memories we've had.
and don't, don't let me go.
cause this moment can last.

That was dedicated to michael munnerlyn, he's apart of my "family" and the family is all going to the same hs except him, so i just needed to write this for him. I love you!

435th post:DDDD hell yeah!