Sunday, November 29, 2009

a taylor swift quote..and a simple poem!

"I guess it's true that love was all you wanted cause you're giving it away like it's extra change,hoping it will end up in his pocket but he leaves you out like a penny in the rain cause it's not his price to pay..."


this is a poem i wrote...
Your addicting............
I'm lost in my wishing.............
A peice of my heart is missing...
My heart is breaking.......
I can't stop my dreaming........
I don't want to be goodbyeing.


the best things in life are unseen. thats why we close our eyes when we kiss cry & dream.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

just my dreams.

I don't know where to start.
you mean the world to me....and you always will.
how can i tell you all of this??
i can't! everyone wont understand.
your always there in my mind....i can't make you leave my thoughts (i guess your just to special for me)
i fought for you....but i noticed i will never be enough....i will never be the one for him..... and yet i still think in my mind what if he grew...what if he grew and became a man! and acted like one...instead of popping from girl to girl....and just stopped and realized what he had in front of him! yet he couldn't! i realize now it was all i dream of mine. oh this mind of mine it never stops hoping for him. never stops..... he will always be in my mind. yet from time to time i think wow he may be changing...but then i get let down. i've trained myself so hard that i can't even think about girls and him....i just think about him. so i pray every time i think of him and ask God for him to wake up from his dream and look to me and say....yes your the one i need..... but yet it's all just my dreams.

just little sayings :)

the thing girls like most about a guy is when he can admit he likes you.

she can't fall for you unless you're there to catch her.

i think i could be madly in like with you.

you make me smile when your not even trying.

loving you is like breathing.

i just didn't think anyone could make me feel this way.

so i basically really just want to hug you right now.

to me your like an angel sent from heaven above.

you color my world with love.

& you still mean everything to me, your just not worth the fight anymore.

if you were a status i would like you.

in every ending theres a beginning.

i told him i didn't like him like that anymore but then he smiled and i wasn't so sure.

friends are like bras....close to the heart and always there for support.

true love doesn't have happy endings because it never ends.

love has so many complications but you will endure all of them.

did i mention your one of the most awesome people i know?

everything makes sense when your with me.

boys like blonds...men like brunets!

i feel safe when i look in those eyes.

we belong together and you know it.

i missing you, but at least i have you to miss.

there are only two times i wanna love you....forever and always.

what happens when he's your price charming? but your not his cinderella.

you make me fall in love with you all over again every time.

so darling tell me do you wish we would fall in love?

you and me will be lying side by side forever...forever!


my life is turning into a taylor swift song...which song? all of them.

i sing because it hurts the least....

music is life, you cant forget it. music is hope, you can't regret it. music is love, it's free and forgiving. music is life, its what makes you keep living.

loving someone is wanting the best for them, even if that means I'm not including.

i still love you even though you broke my heart.

loved you once, love you still, always have, always will.

it's crazy to love someone that's hurt you, and think they might even love you too.

trust me when i say i love you, i will always mean it.

stupid mistakes cause heartbreaks.

you have no idea how much i want to hate you, i guess i can't train my heart too. cause it's a lie! you'll always be loved by me.




Friday, November 27, 2009

With Gods help.


As a little girl and ever since i have dreamed big and crazy. Some things will be impossible...but some might begin to bloom with the Lords help. Ever since i was little i have wanted to help people in whatever i choice to do. So far i have been sucessful in helping friends and giving advice and steering the ones who are lost. But it's all possible because God is by my side. I seem to forget how great God is. He's the one that make the dreams possible. not us. I mean he's the one who gave us the talent in the first place. God has given me the gift of a voice and the ability to guide others with words. Thank you God for your almighty powers to guide me wherever i go. Even though i get stuck and can't always hear your voice. I always know your right beside me. <3

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

feelings.

I just wanna be held... and you never let me go!
I want you to say to me you will never let me fall...and that you'll be there for me through it all!
I just wanna dance in your arms.....and never stop.
Let me feel your love...I don't want it spoke i wanna actually know not just think.
I wanna burn inside...not feel empty!
I wanna be complete...not just half way full!
Can you please just let me in....and never let me out.
Just treasure me.....because i'll treasure you too!
Take my dreams and give them wings.
<3

set the world on fire!

"I wanna set the world on fire....until it's burning bright for you. It's everything i desire...can i be the one you use.... I, I am small....You, you are big enough. I, I am weak but.... You, you I strong enough to take my dreams come and give them wings....Lord with you theres nothing i cannot do. Nothing i cannot do. I wanna feed the hungry children....And reach across the farthest land. And tell the broken there is healing. And mercy in the fathers hand. I, I am small but.... You, you big enough. I, I am weak....But You, you are big strong enough to take my dreams and give them wings. And Lord with you theres nothing i cannot do. Take my dreams come and them wings. Lord with you theres nothing i cannot do. My hands, my feet, my everything, my life, my Lord use me. I wanna set the world on fire."

Monday, November 23, 2009

a few great days with an amazing person called apryll!

Ok so ever since school started me and apryll haven't spent a lot of one on one time. and for last few days we have! And it's the best.... i missed us being this way... like seeing each other all the time....hanging out...making insiders haha. i love you apryll <3>
she's so amazing. and might i say the best person :D
she makes me smile....and shes so much fun.
haha and we fit the same exact pant size... I LOVE IT! haha it's taken forever... lol
so i just wanted to say apryll ann miller (little piggy) is the most amazing best friend ever <3