Sunday, July 26, 2009

Soar.....


Have you ever felt the feeling of just wanting to escape and leave life and soar across the shiney skys... feel the breez through your hair while the sun is shining down on you just soring.... ever wanting to fly above the sea's and touch the water going between your fingers! Have you ever wanted to sore above buildings.. and see people in amazed by you up in the sky SOARING! have you ever felt that?

Saturday, July 25, 2009

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Looking through a lence of a camera makes me see the world through a totally different eye.. you can capture moments that you would never capture by just looking... I love that fact it can totally just freeze a moment and make the memorie last forever!

SLEEP OVER! :P

so on thursday anna maddie and i went to the beach with the jr.high and high school group but even though we were only there for an hour and a half i had a blast with those 2 amazing girlies<333 But after that we drove in the car for a long time and arrived at maddies house and swam forever loL! I can do a toe touch ok lol..... but anyways then after that we goofed off and had fun... but one of the funniest parts of the sleep over was we TOLIET PAPERED!!! and we got them good... haha! (oh and by the way the sleep over is with the 8th grade girl Bible study WOOT WOOT) but anyways after that we came back watched what a girl wants... then maddie anna and i stayed up until 5:30 or so... I AM SO TIRED!!!! but over all the night was really fun!! :) what did you do on thursday and friday?

<333maddie & anna<333

Thursday, July 23, 2009

It's ok! :'(


It's ok to cry!!! I cry all the time! Sometimes emotions can't be handled and you just got to get it out! Death, friendships, love, hope, judgment, life, dreams crushed, hope gone, left out, family, friends! Can all be such hard things, but can be such blessings at the same time! I cry all the time, horrible things have happend to me and my family and you know what even when God was there i cried and was lost without no hope! I sometimes feel like God is never there to listen, or no one cares, or understands!! But you know what God is there and it's ok to cry! God wants us to show our emotions!!! SO JUST CRY!!! OPEN UP!!! Sometimes you need to cry... life can't be all fun and laughs, sometimes life is struggles, hearts broken, feeling alone in something, not knowing what to do, feeling so guilty or sinnful, not being understood! I have felt so much in my life, and i found out the more you cry the better you feel!! Let those tears drip out! It's ok to think about what hurts you most!!!


Love you all, if you ever need a friend i am here for you!!!! HANG IN THERE!!!!

My amazing day with madzzz<33

ok so on wednesday i went to deep end and had a pretty darn good time, even though i was visiting aunt flow!!! u can ask what aunt flow is if ur curious haha!!! But anyways it was funn :) then i spent the night at maddies house and we talked FOREVER and laughed and were crazy like we always are haha..... Then after that we woke up early because we were planning on going to disc golf but that didnt work out... so then we went to the mall and had funn :) then we just hungout talked and laughed after that!!! also maddie did this really halarious dance on her bed it was sooooooo funny! Oh and for some weird reason i smell summer love in the air (and i have no clue why, but i do) ;PPPPP haha i am so weird!!! loL!!!! but anyways to make a long story short it was funnn :)

I love you maddeline grace martin haha!!!

and you know what YOUR A NERD (I KNOW) haha!!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

seriously?

why do people gossip? i mean seriously... it's stupid! I do it sometimes (i have been trying real hard not to though) But it's really stupid when you think about it because the only reason people gossip is to build thereselfs up, and make themself look good! So why don't you just say how awesome you are instead of taring some 1 down with words! IT'S STUPID!!!! i mean and it really hurts when people say stuff that is not even true but so mean, i mean even if it's true that doesn't mean you half to say it! They think there better then the person they gossip about, but in reality they just lowered thereself down to the level of the person that there gossiping about! IT'S SAD!!! why do people gossip? UGH! It's so annoying! oh and did i mention it's STUPID! and i hate when people say oh i never gossip i'm not that mean but then you see them gossip like 2 secs after they say that! & what really ticks me off is a person that says i hate when people try to get into my business, and they get into my business SOOOOOOO MUCH! UGH! SO ANNOYING! there issue, if your that pathetic then it's not worth talking to that person! So don't exspect me to answer your texts, calls, e-mails or anything! SHUT UP YOU GOSSIPERS!



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another imagination post!


Ok since my other imagination post was so liked and talked up fun stuff! Well this is just like it but still different instead of your reality imagination! This imagination post is about your totally made up imagination.... like your imagination that makes up something out of this world... impossible to happen, the weirdest coolest ideas thoughts made up lands, fairy tails, dreams, OUT OF THIS WORLD! totally made up nothing real! all made up and totally all of your imagination! No reality all out of this world haha!

I love our imaginations!<333>

So tell me were would your imagination take you that is totally out of this world?