God is great isn't he?
Even though my life sucks, im glad he gave me the life i live because without it, i wouldnt know so many amazing people, learned from so many mistakes, and grown in my relationship with the Lord. Whoever is reading this i hope you know that God loves you sooooo ubber much, its undescribable. Also know that even though life gets tough and sometimes you just with you could quit, dont give up. Because God puts you through things for a reason, and when all is said and done you'll be stronger and more relatable. Thanks God for hard times, honestly they make me grow even though i hate them!
Monday, October 25, 2010
music
Imagine life without music?
Basically my whole life revolves around music, i sing...well you singing is music so i couldn't do that. i dance and dancing wouldn't even have been invented without music, the majority of dancing i do is to music.. when i come home from school what do i automatically do? listen to my favorite music and relax. Music takes me to a different place, it takes me somewhere i'd rather be. Life without music would be sad, lonely, and there would be no imagination. People become famous because their talents revolve around the music industry, where would they be without music? where would i be without music? well first off, i'd feel like i wasn't given any talents...cause basically all my talents belong to music. second of all how would i express my love to the Lord? cause worship is my main way of showing thanks to God. Third of all i bond with people and grow relationships just based on our love for music.
God thank you so much for creating music, you have no idea how awesome it is that you brought such an amazing thing into all our lives:)
535th post:)
Basically my whole life revolves around music, i sing...well you singing is music so i couldn't do that. i dance and dancing wouldn't even have been invented without music, the majority of dancing i do is to music.. when i come home from school what do i automatically do? listen to my favorite music and relax. Music takes me to a different place, it takes me somewhere i'd rather be. Life without music would be sad, lonely, and there would be no imagination. People become famous because their talents revolve around the music industry, where would they be without music? where would i be without music? well first off, i'd feel like i wasn't given any talents...cause basically all my talents belong to music. second of all how would i express my love to the Lord? cause worship is my main way of showing thanks to God. Third of all i bond with people and grow relationships just based on our love for music.
God thank you so much for creating music, you have no idea how awesome it is that you brought such an amazing thing into all our lives:)
535th post:)
Saturday, October 23, 2010
felt like it
Just a fraction of your love fills the air
your the light that feeds the sun in my world
I don't wanna go back to just being half of the equation
Shoulda known you were trouble from the first kiss
Throw my hand on a blade
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
Yes i would die for ya baby, but you wouldn't do the same
Gave you all i had, then you tossed it in the trash
Your all i had
I sit by myself, talking to the moon
Trying to get to you
And hold you on the other side
we're always proving who we are
always reaching for the shining star
out here on my own
baby belong to me
help me need you
Monday, October 18, 2010
my hero:) W.T.J.
wesley.tyler.johnson.
My older brother, 19 years of age.
He's my inspiration & my hero:)
He's gone through SO much, and yet he's come out of it still loving God...he's lost quite a lot, but he inspires me to keep going. Cause no matter how hard it was for him, he kept moving forward. To this day he's striving for his dreams, of becoming a famous actor. GO WES:)
I just can't explain how much i look up to this boy, there's just something about older brothers..no matter what they do or who they are, you'll always love them:D
Saturday, October 16, 2010
God created you in His image:)
Your opinion on me does not matter, if God loves me and i have good friends & family surrounding me i could care less what you think. Just remember to hate me, is to hate what God
created.
Recently, I've been feeling pretty down. I've been really hard on myself, and that doesn't really help me at all. I've been feeling really ugly & worthless to a lot of people. So instantly i cry about it all (which helped), but i went to God and just prayed to him "God, what in the world do i do? I feel ugly, and i hate the way i look..i know i was created in your image, and should be happy and accept the way i look but sometimes i just feel invisible to others. I want to be like the other girls i hangout, the ones who get all the attention..but you didn't give me that blessing. And im trying to accept that fact, but its so hard. I also know you made me the exact way i was meant to look, and just teach me how to love your creation."
I prayed that for a while, but i kept getting more and more discouraged.
My dear friend michelle quinto said some pretty darn impactful words:) When i was having a bad day, she was the one there for me. And i thank you for that girlie. i love you.
now to share what she sent me in a private message
"So check it out, if you belong to God, that means your his daughter. Which also means, that you will have his "family resembilance." You are his girl, and the two of you are a team. However, if one person on a team is distracted(like, for an example by beauty) how on earth would the team be able to make it without the other player?? can't happen!
Here, picture with me if you will; You do not belong here. Your real home is in heaven. Correct? sooo, that would mean that we are aliens here, and we will always stick out like a sore thumb in the crowd. Okay, so what on earth does this have to do with beauty? Because if we have this unique, and higher calling, why should we care whether or not we're on the runway! In Gods book, you are his precious angel, man! he'd give his life for you! So if we are this special, why go to waste? use up all that you got, even if it isn't perfect! were not here to please people, were here to please God, and love him, and gloify him with everything you got. You'll always be enough for him. you knoww?"
So love what you have and what you don't have, don't be to hard on yourself. And know that it doesn't matter what other people think, As long as Gods happy with you than i really shouldn't give a crap on the rest of the worlds opinions:)
created.
Recently, I've been feeling pretty down. I've been really hard on myself, and that doesn't really help me at all. I've been feeling really ugly & worthless to a lot of people. So instantly i cry about it all (which helped), but i went to God and just prayed to him "God, what in the world do i do? I feel ugly, and i hate the way i look..i know i was created in your image, and should be happy and accept the way i look but sometimes i just feel invisible to others. I want to be like the other girls i hangout, the ones who get all the attention..but you didn't give me that blessing. And im trying to accept that fact, but its so hard. I also know you made me the exact way i was meant to look, and just teach me how to love your creation."
I prayed that for a while, but i kept getting more and more discouraged.
My dear friend michelle quinto said some pretty darn impactful words:) When i was having a bad day, she was the one there for me. And i thank you for that girlie. i love you.
now to share what she sent me in a private message
"So check it out, if you belong to God, that means your his daughter. Which also means, that you will have his "family resembilance." You are his girl, and the two of you are a team. However, if one person on a team is distracted(like, for an example by beauty) how on earth would the team be able to make it without the other player?? can't happen!
Here, picture with me if you will; You do not belong here. Your real home is in heaven. Correct? sooo, that would mean that we are aliens here, and we will always stick out like a sore thumb in the crowd. Okay, so what on earth does this have to do with beauty? Because if we have this unique, and higher calling, why should we care whether or not we're on the runway! In Gods book, you are his precious angel, man! he'd give his life for you! So if we are this special, why go to waste? use up all that you got, even if it isn't perfect! were not here to please people, were here to please God, and love him, and gloify him with everything you got. You'll always be enough for him. you knoww?"
So love what you have and what you don't have, don't be to hard on yourself. And know that it doesn't matter what other people think, As long as Gods happy with you than i really shouldn't give a crap on the rest of the worlds opinions:)
Sunday, October 10, 2010
a good weekend.
so i thought this weekend was going to be boring! I WAS SO WRONG!
so friday was boring, but i watched movies and had pizza with my mom. So it was boring but a good day:)
saturday was boring at first then i went to 5th quarter, and that thing was freaking fun. me and jordan dressed up as laker & dodger fans...and at first i didn't want to, but then we found these wigs. Red mullet wigs, they were AMAZING. so we wore them, and took pictures. we couldn't stop laughing that night, and carmel apples are quite the memories with me and her:) then i slept over at her house.. that was fun too:)
onn sunday i went to church, DUH! then went over to linneas house until like 9. and we worked on our stupid AP human geography project, and i had to dress up as an indian woman and use self tanner on my face. I now completely understand why God didn't make me as a black person,
overall good weekend:) yay!
530th post:)
so friday was boring, but i watched movies and had pizza with my mom. So it was boring but a good day:)
saturday was boring at first then i went to 5th quarter, and that thing was freaking fun. me and jordan dressed up as laker & dodger fans...and at first i didn't want to, but then we found these wigs. Red mullet wigs, they were AMAZING. so we wore them, and took pictures. we couldn't stop laughing that night, and carmel apples are quite the memories with me and her:) then i slept over at her house.. that was fun too:)
onn sunday i went to church, DUH! then went over to linneas house until like 9. and we worked on our stupid AP human geography project, and i had to dress up as an indian woman and use self tanner on my face. I now completely understand why God didn't make me as a black person,
overall good weekend:) yay!
530th post:)
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