It's ok! :'(

It's ok to cry!!! I cry all the time! Sometimes emotions can't be handled and you just got to get it out! Death, friendships, love, hope, judgment, life, dreams crushed, hope gone, left out, family, friends! Can all be such hard things, but can be such blessings at the same time! I cry all the time, horrible things have happend to me and my family and you know what even when God was there i cried and was lost without no hope! I sometimes feel like God is never there to listen, or no one cares, or understands!! But you know what God is there and it's ok to cry! God wants us to show our emotions!!! SO JUST CRY!!! OPEN UP!!! Sometimes you need to cry... life can't be all fun and laughs, sometimes life is struggles, hearts broken, feeling alone in something, not knowing what to do, feeling so guilty or sinnful, not being understood! I have felt so much in my life, and i found out the more you cry the better you feel!! Let those tears drip out! It's ok to think about what hurts you most!!!

Love you all, if you ever need a friend i am here for you!!!! HANG IN THERE!!!!

My amazing day with madzzz<33

ok so on wednesday i went to deep end and had a pretty darn good time, even though i was visiting aunt flow!!! u can ask what aunt flow is if ur curious haha!!! But anyways it was funn :) then i spent the night at maddies house and we talked FOREVER and laughed and were crazy like we always are haha..... Then after that we woke up early because we were planning on going to disc golf but that didnt work out... so then we went to the mall and had funn :) then we just hungout talked and laughed after that!!! also maddie did this really halarious dance on her bed it was sooooooo funny! Oh and for some weird reason i smell summer love in the air (and i have no clue why, but i do) ;PPPPP haha i am so weird!!! loL!!!! but anyways to make a long story short it was funnn :)

I love you maddeline grace martin haha!!!

and you know what YOUR A NERD (I KNOW) haha!!!

seriously?

why do people gossip? i mean seriously... it's stupid! I do it sometimes (i have been trying real hard not to though) But it's really stupid when you think about it because the only reason people gossip is to build thereselfs up, and make themself look good! So why don't you just say how awesome you are instead of taring some 1 down with words! IT'S STUPID!!!! i mean and it really hurts when people say stuff that is not even true but so mean, i mean even if it's true that doesn't mean you half to say it! They think there better then the person they gossip about, but in reality they just lowered thereself down to the level of the person that there gossiping about! IT'S SAD!!! why do people gossip? UGH! It's so annoying! oh and did i mention it's STUPID! and i hate when people say oh i never gossip i'm not that mean but then you see them gossip like 2 secs after they say that! & what really ticks me off is a person that says i hate when people try to get into my business, and they get into my business SOOOOOOO MUCH! UGH! SO ANNOYING! there issue, if your that pathetic then it's not worth talking to that person! So don't exspect me to answer your texts, calls, e-mails or anything! SHUT UP YOU GOSSIPERS!



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another imagination post!

Ok since my other imagination post was so liked and talked up fun stuff! Well this is just like it but still different instead of your reality imagination! This imagination post is about your totally made up imagination.... like your imagination that makes up something out of this world... impossible to happen, the weirdest coolest ideas thoughts made up lands, fairy tails, dreams, OUT OF THIS WORLD! totally made up nothing real! all made up and totally all of your imagination! No reality all out of this world haha!

I love our imaginations!<333>

So tell me were would your imagination take you that is totally out of this world?

music is medicine!

Music is medicine to the soul! Nothing can heal you better then a touching song! The lyrics, the hidden meaing, the beat, is all i live for! Music! I think life without music, is like life without a heart! MUSIC IS MEDICINE TO THE HEART!!!!

you belong with me!

your on the phone with girlfriend, she's upset she's going off about something that you said, but she doesn't get your humor like i do! I'm in my room it's a tipicall tuesday night, i am listening to the type of music that she doesnt like! but she'll never know your story like i do! But she wears shorts skirts, i wear t-shirts! She's cheer captin, and i'm on the bleachers! Dreaming about the day when you wake up find that your looking for has been here the hole time! If you could see that i am one that who understands you, been here all along! So why can't you see, you belong with me? you belong with me!

YOU BELONG WITH ME! HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW BABY?

Fly with me!

we light up the sky tonight! I see the world through your eyes! Leave it all behind! If it's you me forever, if it's you me right now i'll be all right, i'll be all right! So wont you fly with me? You got to fly with me now! To give all i can, to believe once again! If it's you and me forever, if its you and me right now i'll be all right, i'll be all right! So wont you fly with me? Maybe your afraid, knowing you were miles away, from the place were you needed to be, and thats right here with me! It's you and me forever, you and me right now i'd be all right! So wont you fly with me? If it's you me and forever, if its you and me right now! I'd be all right! So wont you fly, fly, fly, fly with me?