A bit much to handle.

So much has happened in these past 3 weeks.
I lost my bestfriend that i had throughout all of 8th grade.
I've cried so much this week its ridiculous.
I almost lost another bestfriend.
I just got over being sick for TWO MONTHS.
The one person i don't like one bit has now decided to come back into my life...GROSS.
My friend group we all call the "family" has no basically split apart, but not quite yet.
I'm getting blamed for things that don't even have to do with me.
I've gotten yelled at, everyones crying around me including myself, and everyones stressed and overwhelmed.
Why God decided to do this to me? not quite sure. All i know is I'm going to follow this verse through all of it

1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus. ♥

megan.fate.

Summer Hume.2010.
Changed my life.
All because of one woman-Megan Fate.
Megan Fate as you can tell from her pictures, is full of joy all because God lives in her.
She just recently got married.
I couldn't help myself, i had to blog about it.
Shes my idol, seriously. My inspiration, i want to grow up and be a woman of God just like she is.
I love you Megan Fate, and i cannot wait to spend eternity in heaven with you. :)
I look up to you in so many ways, i can't even put into words of how beautiful inside and out you are.

Happy Birthday Taylor Swift, you're my idol & i love you so much! Your music has gotten me through some of my hardest times and still gets me through my rough days! ♥
This girl has been faithful to me, from all the drama, too all the broken hearts, this girl has known exactly how i was feeling. I've cried while singing ...to her songs, I've laughed & smiled while her songs, i've felt everything through her songs.
She's been my idol for a year straight now, she inspires me to go after my dreams. The woman is amazing, and can sing like no one else. The only country artist i like, SHES MY EVERYTHING!
I.LOVE.TAYLOR.SWIFT.

Happy 21st taylor, 12/13♥


565th post!

just don't hurt me

“After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and changing a soul. You learn that love does not mean leaning, and company does not mean security. You begin to learn that kisses are not contracts, and presents are not promises. You begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. You will learn that you really are strong and that you really do have worth.”-Shakespeare

“I suffer from Girl-Next-Dooritis syndrome where the guy is friends with you. And that’s it.”-Taylor swift

“Look, in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That’s the kind of person that’s worth sticking with.”

Jesus is the reason for the season.

Christmas is arriving faster than it may seem, time to be jolly and time to remember CHRIST is always in CHRISTmas. :)
I love christmas.
Gods birthday, family, gifts, snuggling, hot chocolate, shopping, cold weather, big coats, smiles that bright up the winter nights :)
Glee really set off my christmas spirit, last week on glee they only sang christmas songs, it made me happy :)
I LOVE CHIRST :) cause he put the CHRIST in CHRISTmas!

Jesus is the reason for the season.

the morning of.

Shine, by the morning of.


I step outside into the light.
The sun is bright i close my eyes.
The summer caught me by surprise. And now I'm left here waiting...
For you to tell me how it is. If i could only get a kiss.
I could make you take a risk. On a girl who wants this.
And now the sun has sunk below. The evening wind now starts to blow.
I catch the scent of your perfume.
That lifts me higher than the moon. I'll be fine... If you stay, by my side.
Never felt this way in my whole life. Never had this feeling before tonight. Can't get you off my mind, cause you shine boy, oh you know you shine!
Your eyes are brighter than the sun. It makes me see that you're the one.
Your smile takes my breath away. And leaves me with nothing to say.
You aren't like any other boy. That I've met in this whole world.
You're so much more than they can be. So won't you please just be with me.
I'll be fine, if you stay....the night.
Never felt this way in my whole life. Never had this feeling before tonight. Can't get you off my mind. Cause you shine boy, oh you know you shine.
And I'd give up forever, to see the day...
Where the two of us both could just walk away..hand in hand..
Never felt this way in my whole life. Never had this feeling before tonight. Can't get you off my mind. Cause you shine boy oh you know you shine.

Really cute song:)