Fixed feelings.....AHHHHH!

Crazynesssssss is happening to me! So there are these 2 amazing boys that like me a lot right now..... & i don't like them :( But yet there really sweet and both love the Lord! grrrrr to boys!!!!!! i mean come on it was easier when guys didn't like me!!!!! But i will live of corse! In time they will move on! But it's kinda hard on me!!!! Then when people find out they like me they mess with me and all that embarrassing stuff... but i cant blame them for that or get mad at them for that because i do that all the time to my friends lol! Oh and if u know who the 2 guys r don't say anything i am just blogging about how i feel.... not going to give any info!!!

Oh and i forgot to add something 2 my post right beneathe this 1!

Also i mean we all say we love each other! But when u have really reall close friends that like say i love u and do nothing to show it thats what i mean!

Do you ever....

Get this feeling that people our pretending? Like they will tell you they love you then be mean or go behind your back.... or just not invite you! Do you get that? I mean sometimes i feel like people say 1 thing to me and do the exsact opposite when i'm gone or not listening or watching me! Idk i just feel like people got to be real 24/7! Like if they say they love me show me it!


Do you get what i'm saying? or agree? or ever felt that?

My amazingly fun wednesday with hannah morris and maddie martin<333

Ok so today was really sooooo much fun :) So i went over to maddies house with hannah and hungout ate mac n cheese watermellon pizzzzzaaa lolz were such pigs!!!<333 then we went swimming for about 2 hours before v-ball... which by the way v-ball camp was extremely funnnnnn today we played queen of the cort and of corse hannah maddie and i got put on the same team :) we rock lolz!! well they do but not me.... and then on the way to deep end from v-ball was really fun cuz me hannah maddie and taylor and emily m were all singing our hearts out to hannah montana songs then we started making up christain cheezy lyrics to them it was pretty darn funny!!! then after that we rushed to wednesday night church swimming at maddies which was really fun as well! A lot of jumping off the rocks into the pool and laughing! SO FUN! I love those 2 girlies<333

what did you do wednesday? :)

New blog song!

So just to let you know i don't like the jonas brothers at all and i dont like there music as well! But i like just 1 of there songs its called fly with me! And its my blog song now! check it out<3

Heights<333

So i am leaving vally :( But i am super duper excited for heights!!!! I can't wait the girlies at heights are amazing and i love them so much!<3333 I am nervous as well i mean going to a new school in 8th grade is a little nerve racking! But i have my friends so i am sure i will be ok! So as most of you know i have dyslexia very badly! I have gone to many specailest and they have all said i have the worst case of it that they have seen! Which has been very hard for me school wise... But i have God with me and thats all i need to push on! If you don't know what dyslexia feel free to ask me and i will tell you more! I am very blessed by God that he has done a miracle on my learning! It totally proves to me that God is all powerfull! So anyways about heights lol.... It seems like so much! And the one girl that i was scared of that went there she isn't coming back next year so thats good for me :) I am going to try my hardest to make jv v-ball at heights but we'll see how that goes.... If only jr.high's had a tennis team then i know for sure i would make varsiety on that lolz! But they don't :(

Thanks for reading<33333

Sorry i haven't wrote!

so i haven't wrote in a while sorry! So yesturday apryll and i hungout and had a blast! Today i went to aprylls house and painted shirts!!! I love her puppies so much! Today i went to v-ball camp supriced not only hannah morris maddie and yoshi did it with me but taylor, emily, and some girls from vally that are yonger then me! Phew did i swet! But it was a lot of fun! I love all of ya!! :)