broken!

I gave you my heart...i loved you.....i fought for you.... you were my real first love. you told me you would never go anywhere...that you would be the one guy to stay and love me until the end of time. I first thought it was to good to be true...and it wasn't true you broke my heart...im left in the cold with a broken heart.... and you never look inside of me....and see what you've done to me. so why is it that you've broken my heart into a million peices.....and yet those million peices still love you.

a taylor swift quote..and a simple poem!

"I guess it's true that love was all you wanted cause you're giving it away like it's extra change,hoping it will end up in his pocket but he leaves you out like a penny in the rain cause it's not his price to pay..."

this is a poem i wrote...
Your addicting............
I'm lost in my wishing.............
A peice of my heart is missing...
My heart is breaking.......
I can't stop my dreaming........
I don't want to be goodbyeing.


the best things in life are unseen. thats why we close our eyes when we kiss cry & dream.

just my dreams.

I don't know where to start.
you mean the world to me....and you always will.
how can i tell you all of this??
i can't! everyone wont understand.
your always there in my mind....i can't make you leave my thoughts (i guess your just to special for me)
i fought for you....but i noticed i will never be enough....i will never be the one for him..... and yet i still think in my mind what if he grew...what if he grew and became a man! and acted like one...instead of popping from girl to girl....and just stopped and realized what he had in front of him! yet he couldn't! i realize now it was all i dream of mine. oh this mind of mine it never stops hoping for him. never stops..... he will always be in my mind. yet from time to time i think wow he may be changing...but then i get let down. i've trained myself so hard that i can't even think about girls and him....i just think about him. so i pray every time i think of him and ask God for him to wake up from his dream and look to me and say....yes your the one i need..... but yet it's all just my dreams.

just little sayings :)

the thing girls like most about a guy is when he can admit he likes you.

she can't fall for you unless you're there to catch her.

i think i could be madly in like with you.

you make me smile when your not even trying.

loving you is like breathing.

i just didn't think anyone could make me feel this way.

so i basically really just want to hug you right now.

to me your like an angel sent from heaven above.

you color my world with love.

& you still mean everything to me, your just not worth the fight anymore.

if you were a status i would like you.

in every ending theres a beginning.

i told him i didn't like him like that anymore but then he smiled and i wasn't so sure.

friends are like bras....close to the heart and always there for support.

true love doesn't have happy endings because it never ends.

love has so many complications but you will endure all of them.

did i mention your one of the most awesome people i know?

everything makes sense when your with me.

boys like blonds...men like brunets!

i feel safe when i look in those eyes.

we belong together and you know it.

i missing you, but at least i have you to miss.

there are only two times i wanna love you....forever and always.

what happens when he's your price charming? but your not his cinderella.

you make me fall in love with you all over again every time.

so darling tell me do you wish we would fall in love?

you and me will be lying side by side forever...forever!

my life is turning into a taylor swift song...which song? all of them.

i sing because it hurts the least....

music is life, you cant forget it. music is hope, you can't regret it. music is love, it's free and forgiving. music is life, its what makes you keep living.

loving someone is wanting the best for them, even if that means I'm not including.

i still love you even though you broke my heart.

loved you once, love you still, always have, always will.

it's crazy to love someone that's hurt you, and think they might even love you too.

trust me when i say i love you, i will always mean it.

stupid mistakes cause heartbreaks.

you have no idea how much i want to hate you, i guess i can't train my heart too. cause it's a lie! you'll always be loved by me.

With Gods help.

As a little girl and ever since i have dreamed big and crazy. Some things will be impossible...but some might begin to bloom with the Lords help. Ever since i was little i have wanted to help people in whatever i choice to do. So far i have been sucessful in helping friends and giving advice and steering the ones who are lost. But it's all possible because God is by my side. I seem to forget how great God is. He's the one that make the dreams possible. not us. I mean he's the one who gave us the talent in the first place. God has given me the gift of a voice and the ability to guide others with words. Thank you God for your almighty powers to guide me wherever i go. Even though i get stuck and can't always hear your voice. I always know your right beside me. <3

feelings.

I just wanna be held... and you never let me go!
I want you to say to me you will never let me fall...and that you'll be there for me through it all!
I just wanna dance in your arms.....and never stop.
Let me feel your love...I don't want it spoke i wanna actually know not just think.
I wanna burn inside...not feel empty!
I wanna be complete...not just half way full!
Can you please just let me in....and never let me out.
Just treasure me.....because i'll treasure you too!
Take my dreams and give them wings.
<3

set the world on fire!

"I wanna set the world on fire....until it's burning bright for you. It's everything i desire...can i be the one you use.... I, I am small....You, you are big enough. I, I am weak but.... You, you I strong enough to take my dreams come and give them wings....Lord with you theres nothing i cannot do. Nothing i cannot do. I wanna feed the hungry children....And reach across the farthest land. And tell the broken there is healing. And mercy in the fathers hand. I, I am small but.... You, you big enough. I, I am weak....But You, you are big strong enough to take my dreams and give them wings. And Lord with you theres nothing i cannot do. Take my dreams come and them wings. Lord with you theres nothing i cannot do. My hands, my feet, my everything, my life, my Lord use me. I wanna set the world on fire."

a few great days with an amazing person called apryll!

Ok so ever since school started me and apryll haven't spent a lot of one on one time. and for last few days we have! And it's the best.... i missed us being this way... like seeing each other all the time....hanging out...making insiders haha. i love you apryll <3>
she's so amazing. and might i say the best person :D
she makes me smile....and shes so much fun.
haha and we fit the same exact pant size... I LOVE IT! haha it's taken forever... lol
so i just wanted to say apryll ann miller (little piggy) is the most amazing best friend ever <3

down to earth!

oh...oh....ohhhhh! oh!

i never thought that it be easy. because we both so distant now. and the walls are closing on us. and we are wondering how. no one has a solid answer. were just walking in the dark. and you can see the look on my face, and it just tares me apart.
so fly...through the hurt. and we cry...and cry...and cry....and cry! and we live...and we learn, and we try...and try...and try...and try! so it's up to you, and it's up to me. and we meet in the middle on are our way back to down to earth...down to earth...down to earth.... on our way back to earth! back down earth...back down to earth...back down to earth...back down to earth!

whats new?

ok so i am sorry i haven't been blogging that much recently. kinda been busy!
so as you know i got the justin bieber C.D. and am loving it. i only have 1 more song to memorize.
i am in love with his song called down to earth! ITS SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!! omg i love him! haha
he's basically all i can talk about lol! :D
so anyways how has everyone been?
i got the leading solo for our christmas thingy....that means i'm opening the hole thingy. I'm very nervous/excited. it's thanksgiving break yay :)
get to see my family
and stuff my belly with food ha
also whats new is dance i have basically landed my splits yay :D (that is big for me considering i was not flexible one bit) haha.....
but yeah.... :D

truly amazing<3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fg5VZ9l-mq8&feature=related

new favorite song.
all i did last night for 2 hours was listen to this song. finally at 1 am i had to fall asleep to this song<3 truly amazing.
his C.D. is incredible. If you don't already have it you should for sure be getting it.
i am such a true dedicated fan i haven't missed any showings of him on T.V.
you rock JB<3

life verse!

Life verse Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understandings; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

:'(

no one but apryll comments on my blog :(
i am sad.

UP :D

So i just watched UP for the first time ever. It was sooooo soooo cute :) it made me smile. I mean and the story line WOW whoever came up with that story is BRILLIANT! 1st of all i love Disney!2nd of all I love Disney Pixar! 3rd of all i love cute story lines. So this was the PERFECT movie for me :D
so cute!
Have you seen it?

good times

ok so last night (saturday night) haha was amazing! i had a blast!! went to the heights football game championship! (which they won) YAY!!!! haha i went crazy shouting and yelling. it was a blast. then went to a pizza thingy after with everyone SO MUCH FUN! :) truly a night i wont forget. i love my friends<3
oh and in all of heights history this year we have won 3 championships in a row! GO HAWKS! :)
i must bring good luck jk jk jk jk :P

love you my dear friends :)
you make my world go round! <3

ugh!

ugh. that's all i can say. So much is bugging me right now. Like everyone doesn't get it. Just stop! it's just so..... UGH!

Like idk it just drives me insane. Can people really just not stop themselves or something? Like really people.... just get a hold of yourself!

hold your tongue

8th grade girls Bible study is truly amazing<3

READ THIS!

I've noticed so much changed in me and my friends through jr.high. We all started 6th grade so young and so unaware of who we are and what we were doing. We came in having are mouths wide open ready to say anything we could about anyone. In 7th we started noticing what we were doing, and felt bad. Now this year is so much more different I think we all have grown in Christ so much, and we have learned how to close our mouths. We all catch ourselves gossiping, and try to encourage one another, we all keep each others secrets. And yet no one see's how much we all have changed. I have changed so much the way i was is soooooo different then who i am now. I love Christ and want to do everything in the way of pleasing Him. (as hard as that is, we are sticking to our plans) catching ourselves on gossiping, catching our friends on gossiping, closing our mouths before we gossip, showing love towards others, keeping whatever secret someone tells us, loving our enemies, and reaching out to others.
Good job 8th grade girls for keeping our mouths closed, and keeping the secrets that a few of us only do know! Thanks so much for trusting me with what you have to say, and what you are feeling, Everyone that knows me TRULY says i am very trustworthy. If one person is gonna make me think otherwise, then whatever to that person....they've got their own issues to work out!

linneas party!

oh my goodness sleep overs, toilet papering, prank calls, snakcs, games, TWINS :), maddie and i insiders, smiles, laughs, screaming, secrets, movies, all such wonderful girls equaled such a wonderful time :) love you all!

just something i came up with!

If you were a melody, i would only use the good notes!


Your who i am thinking, no matter what your always number 1! The one i can't live without, that's you... that's you. My favorite, my favorite, my favorite boy!

NOVEMBER 17TH!

JUSTIN BIEBERS CD COMES OUT ON NOVEMBER 17th SO STOKED!!!!!! COMES OUT IN 12 DAYS..... AHHHHHHHHHHHH! AND HE IS GIVEN GOLD TICKETS OUT IN CERTAIN CASES AND IF YOU GET ONE YOU GET TO HAVE A PRIVATE CONCERT WITH HIM AND YOUR FREINDS. I JUST HOPE I'M LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET EVEN CLOSE TO A TICKET. <3

AMAZING!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6UX8Dd0G8Y&feature=related

he finally is singing more manly! i love him to death! love ya hubby! he's just so freakin amazing. <3 xoxoxoxoxo

Sayings

I'm seeing on the outside the changes on the inside shine through!

Your love is the reason i am alive

i wasn't kissing him. i was just telling his lips a secret.

It's all around, pressure from my so called friends. It's all around. I'm measured by some stupid trend, It's all around. Everyone is just like them. It's all around... it's all around... it's all around.... it's all around.

My obsessions get the best of me, and lately I've felt incomplete. Whenever i try to pull through, i slip further away from you.

Cause we are all guilty of the same things. We think the thoughts weather or not we see them through. And i know that i have been forgiven.


No one told me... the right way... the right way to go about this. So i'll figure it our for myself. Cause how much is to much to give you? Well i may never know, so i'll just give until theres nothing else.

we make a good team

We should get jerseys, cause we make a good team. But yours would look better then mine cause your out of my leage. And i know that it is so cleshay to tell you that every day i spend with you is the new best day of my life. Everyone watching us just turns away with discuss. The jealousy they can see.

If anyone could make me a better person, you could! All i gotta say is i must have done something good. Keep my love one day, and you'll rearange, all i gotta say is i must have done something right.

You never let me

I will fear no evil. For my God is with me. And if my God is with me, whom then shall fear? Whom then shall fear? And oh no you never let go, through the calm and through the storm. Oh no you let go. In every high, and every low. Oh Lord you never let go of me.

my halloween

was full of laughs and hannah montana songs and of course was full of my anna!

so i went to the pumpkin bash. it was fun! :) and danced to hannah montana songs with anna all night, and had 4 cotton candys yum! then after that me and anna stayed late at the church to clean everything up, that was fun cause her brother her and i and presston were being freaks with boxes haha! and then i spent the night at annas we stayed up really late and talked and sang and goofed off and watched mama mia. :) then it was off to church with the boys bugging us the hole way there loL! :)
yay for bumble bees and cow girls :)