grace.

Sing a new song, to Him who sits on heavens mercy seat.
Holy, holy, is He!
With all creation i sing praise to the King of Kings.
and i will adore You.
Flashes of lighting, roles of thunder.

I went to CTV's dance show the other night, and it was really really awesome. But one thing that stuck out to me, it wasn't the show at all. It was more the message that Jill (the CTV director) talked about.
She talked about God dying on the cross, and i was like "oh great, heard this story like 4 billion times, why do i always have to listen to this stuff i know?"
But then she brought up How EVERY single sin ever done, doing, or did has been laid of Gods chest.
Just imagine our own daily lives, all the sins we do in just ONE DAY. Well take every single person in the world and over their life time take all their sins, with all sins put together. All laid on Jesus, who we rebuke, a shame, and sin against everyday.
God shows absolutely true love, he has the power to kill us all right now in less then a blink of an eye, and yet he loves us unconditionally and forgives all our sins.
Now i can't imagine a better picture of grace, than Jesus laying on the cross for my sins.
I can't really get the full impact in a blog post, but just think about it.

John mayer

"Just when i had you off my head
Your voice comes thrashing wildly through my quiet bed
You say you wanna try again
But i've tried everything but giving in
Why you wanna break my heart again?
Why am i gonna let you try?
When all we ever do is say goodbye
I bought a ticket on a plane
And by the time it landed, you were gone again
I love you more than songs can say
But i can't keep running after yesterday
So why you wanna break my heart again?
Why am i gonna let you try?
When all we ever do is say goodbye,
when all we ever do is say goodbye."

"I was born in the arms of imaginary friends, free to roam, made a home out of everywhere i've been. Then you came crashing in, like the realest thing. Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring.
Oh, half of my heart's got a grip on the situation. Half of my heart takes time, half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you that i can't keep loving you. Oh with half of my heart.
I was made to believe i'd never love somebody else, made a plan, stay in the man who can only love himself. Lonely was the song i sang, til the day you came, showing me another way and all that my love can bring"

"lighting strike, inside my chest to keep me up at night.
Dream of ways, to make you understand my pain.
Clouds of sulphur in the air, bombs are falling everywhere.
It's a heartbreak warfare.
Once you want it to begin, no one really ever wins.
In heartbreak warfare.
If you want more love, why don't you say so?
Drop his name, push it in and twist the knife again.
Watch my face, as i pretend to feel no pain."


i LOVE john Mayer, like you can't get a much more sexy lyric and song from him. I mean he may not be the most attractive man ever, but he sure as hell looks attractive after you go through his lyrics. He seriously gives me the chills, and i just wanna cuddle up into a blanket and turn him on loud and just cry, sleep, laugh, and listen:)
dang he's great.

jar of hearts

"I know i can't take one more step, towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know i'm not your ghost anymore, you lost the love i love the most.
I learned to live, half a life. and now you want me one more time
And who do you think are? runnin' around leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts, tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, who do you think are?
I hear you're asking all around if i am anywhere to be found
But i have grown to strong, to ever fall back in your arms
I learned to live, half a life. And now you want me one more time
and who do you think you are? runnin' around leaving scars
collecting your jar of hearts, taring love apart
your gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me, who do you think you are?

it took so long just to feel alright
remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish i had missed the first time that we kissed
cause you broke all your promises, now you're back you don't get to get me back."

I just discovered her (christina perri) recently, and she's a pure genius when it comes to song lyrics:)
she like just literally spoke my mind.

verses that make my life 100% better:)

Romans 8:38-39
And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord

Romans 8:28- And we know that God causes
everything to work together for the good of those who love God, and are
called according to His purpose for them♥

Romans 8:31
If God is for us, who can ever be against us?

Ephesians 3:17-19
Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is. May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God.


580th post:DD

i never told you.

"I miss those blue eyes, how you kiss me at night, i miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise, like the taste of your smile, i miss the way we breathe
But i never told you, what i should have said. No, I never told you i just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you, can't believe that i still want you, and after all the things we've been through. I miss everything about you.
I see your blue eyes everytime i close mine, you make it hard to see, where i belong to. When I'm around you it's like i'm not with me.
But i never told you what i should have said, No, I never told you i just held it in."

wish i got the chance to push you, to make you feel what i felt like. Wish i had the chance to go back in time and tell you how i felt. How i got hurt, how you treated me. Wish i could go back and slap you from behind, just like you did to me. I miss the smiles, the laughs, the memories. But i'm so glad to be in the future and not the past:)

....

I don't care anymore, just do what you want.

soulmate

"Incompatible, it don't matter though
Cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr.Lovable?
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do i find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line"

2 timothy 3:16
All scripture is God-breathed is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness.