COME ALREADY!

music tour come already.
i need to get out of my house right now.
ugh.

credit to jeffrey hubbard and his amazing poetry skills.

My life for fourteen years had been

a happy time for me

A ceaseless circle, never broken

of my happy family

A family that served The Lord

A family that gave

That preached the pen, and not the sword

and synchronized our ways

But then you came, this little girl

with nothing to call your own

This ne’er-do-well, outcast of the world

And put yourself in my home

At first my anger blinded me

so much to the point of shame

You have taken my family

Must you also take my name?

I saw nothing but you tangled hair

The dirty clothes you wore

The disheveled girl who didn’t care

But who had never been cared for

But slowly as I learned your case

The grief that you had known

When I looked deeply into your eyes

To the pain that was clearly shown

My anger turned to pity

My pity turned to love

Your eyes they look so empty

What are they thinking of?

I hear of all things you do

And the pain stirs up in me

Why have you no attitude

Of joy or praise or glee?

Why must you attack

Those who would do you good?

The answers lie in a tattered past

Ignored, misunderstood

But for you my sister, I can’t lose hope

Of the life that you can have

An everlasting, redeeming hope

That comes from redeeming love.

The healing that I wish for you

Earthly ways cannot attain

I hope that, with you family too

You can praise His Holy Name

My life for fourteen years had been

A void I had not seen

A broken circle I could not mend

Till you became a part of me

Finis.

This is a poem written by my friend jeffrey hubbard. He's absolutely fantastic. and when he showed me this poem he wrote about his adopted little sister i started to cry. this is absolutely fantastic. GO JEFF!

I am thankful for singing and dancing and being able to express yourself through them. Im also thankful for acting as well. ALl three of them are talents GOd has given to me..and i am just so blessed to do them all for the glory of GOd. thank you so much Lord.

:)

English poem:
rows and flows of angel hair,
and ice cream castles in the air,
and feathered canyons everywhere,
i've looked at clouds that way.

But now they only block the sun,
They rain and snow on everyone,
so many things i would have done,
But clouds got in my way.

I've looked at clouds from both sides now,
from up and down and still somehow,
it's clouds illusions i recall,
i really don't know clouds at all.

Moons and Junes and ferris-wheels,
the dizzy dancing way you feel,
as every fairy tale comes real,
i've looked at love that way.

But now it's just another show,
you leave them laughing when you go,
and if you care don't let them know,
don't give yourself away.

I've looked at love from both sides now,
from give and take and still somehow,
it's love illusions i recall.
i really dont know love at all.

tears and fears and feeling proud
to say "i love you" right out loud
dreams and schemes and circus crowds
i've looked at life that way.

but now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say "i've changed"
but something is lost and something is gained,
in living everyday.

I've looked at life from both sides now,
from win and lose and still somehow,
it's lifes illusions i recall
i readlly dont know life at all.


Im thankful for my church..my 2nd home. Where i can be myself, and have amazing friends there. I love my church..thanks God for placing it in my life:)

mhm:)))

GOOD LORD WE'RE SEXY..
AM I RIGHT OR WHAT?
:P
love this girl..

I am thankful for sunshine..without it the world would be cold and lonely. Thanks God for making me happy and bringing the sun out eveeryday just for me:)

ownage.

so my special choir and i went a competiion yesturday..and what happened??
well WE GOT 1ST PLACE, AND A STANDING OVATION.
now thats how we do it:)))
wayy to go guys..love you!

I am thankful for nice warm showers..they always make a crazy day more relaxed.

400th post babbyyy:DDD

sense of peace.

aren't these just fabulous??
i think so.
So recently ive been kinda down for some odd reason..and like idk ive been praying about it. and God seriously does miracles. i prayed to him about everything..and the next day i felt this sense of relief..and seriously now im feeling a whole lot better..nothings changed just God changing my peacefulness.
Isn't it amazing how God can do that??
its just amazing to me.
thanks God:)

im thankful for... color. Without color life would be extremely boring..and seriously how brilliant is God to come up with such a thing as color? thanks God thats one of the best gifts ever:)

post. post. post.

ok so i've felt like posting a lot today as u can tell..3 today. wow im crazy!
and i would enjoy u 2 read the first one i did thats titled "only julia would manage to do that"
its actually quite hilarious..and short.
:)
also did a new look.
do you like it?:)

Im thankful for music... without music life would be horribly depressing. Music can connect with any mood your in...lonely, loved, happy, sad, sorrow, joyful, energetic, deep, emotional, sweet, innocnent..the list goes on:)
thanks God for music.