in a weird mood..thought i'd write it out.

"stop callin, stop callin. i don't wanna think anymore.
i left my head and my heart on the dance floor"
-lady gaga
"remember those walls i built? well baby there tumbling down..they didnt put a fight, they didn't even make a sound"
-beyonce
"people are people and sometimes we change our minds, but it's killing me to see you go after all this time
-taylor swift


poem written by me..
Leave me be.
let me go.
escape these prison walls.
im addicted
im pressured
im sick
im alone
your all i know
your all i want
your all i got
now that i got you
i wont let go
no not never
ill never let you go
you say leave you
i say stay with you
my hearts twisted
my minds stuck
let me go
no never
drop me down
i pick myself up
punch in the heart
a sword into my veins
deep passion
love yet hate
no
never
let
go.
im stuck
im bruised
im beaten
all cause of you.
dont let me go.
no never
never..
one more time..
tell me you love me
tell me im yours
never let me go.
sweet innocent love
this isnt a love game
this is me. and you.
never letting go.

yup

i sick of blue..wanted a new look. so here ya go.
like it?

wondeful night!

are these girls cuties or what????
allysons bday party:) a lot of fun actually. ive done hunts at the mall before and they've all sucked until now...i was on the winning team (of course) and yes we rocked it:)
seriously im gonna miss heights A LOT.
and allyson is going to a diff hs then me:(
anyways...just wanted to post about a great night:)
love you all.

385th post babyyy!

hummingbird

"i like you. boy you dont got nothing to prove to me. i know that times have been rough for the both of us. but ill pray for change. you see this world has lots to offer but inside me will go dark, and if this love is what we say it is im sure we will go far. and with a boy as sweet as you theres not much else i can do..but fall for you.
you know that im a wreck and you know i cant breath at the edge of my seat with each word. as the months turn into years just know that im here for you. cause i pray for a change..."
-nevershoutnever
SOO CUTE:)

april 5th:)

april 5th (the day i was created) i went to knotts with my besties janessa and ally! LOVE THEM...so much fun..i got a pass there too:) yay... after knotts (which was a blast) me ally and janessa had a sleepover..which was great as well:)
as you can see we kinda have white stuff all over us..well thats from the funnel cake war we had..powdered sugar EVERYWHERE..so much fun:D
love these girlies<3 God has truly blessed me with amazing friends.

the day i was born.

hey guess what?
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY
:D
woahh 14 thats kinda insane.

jonny diaz beautiful you!

"little girl fourteen flippin through a magazine says she wants to look that way but her hair isn't straight her body isnt fake and shes always felt overweight.
well little girl fourteen i wish that you could see that beauty is within your heart and you were made with such care your skin your body and your hair are perfect just the way they are.
there could never be a more beautiful you don't buy the lies diguises and hoops they make you jump through you were made to fill a purpose that only you could do there could never be a more beautiful you.
little girl twenty-one the things that you've already done anything to get ahead and you say youve got a man but he's got another plan only wants what you will do instead.
well little girl twenty-one you never thought this would come you starve yourself to play the part But i can promise you there's a man whose love is tru and he'll treat you like the jewel you are."
amazing song:)