Friday, January 15, 2010

true colors<3

You with the sad eyes...dont be discouraged..oh i realized its hard to take courage in a world full of people you can lose sight of all...in darkness still inside makes you feel so small...but i see your true colors shining through! i see your true colors and thats why love you... so dont be afraid to let them show your true colors... true colors... true colors and beautiful are like rainbows!


"Drew walks by me,can he tell that I can't breathe? and there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be..."

voice of truth

"Oh what i would do to have the kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat...and then, onto the crashing waves! to step out of my comfort zone, to the realm of the unknown where Jesus is. And he's holding out his hand. But the waves are calling out my name...and they laugh at me! reminding me i tried before and failed... the waves keep on telling me time and time again i never win...i never win!But the voice of truth tells me a different story. the voice of truth says do not be afraid. and the voice of truth says this is for My glory.. out of all the voices calling out to me, i will choice to listen to the voice of truth!"

"I know I didn't read between the lines and baby, I've got nowhere to go..."

Thursday, January 14, 2010

who am I?


Who am I? that the Lord of all the earth, would care to know my name. would care to feel my hurt! who am i? that the bright and morning star... would choose to light the way for my ever wondering heart. Not because who i am, but because of what you've done. not because of what i've done. but because of who you are. I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow. a wave tossed in the ocean. a vapor in the wind! Still you hear me when im calling...Lord you catch me when I'm falling. and you told me who i am. I am yours.... I am yours.... who am i? that the eyes who see my sin, would look on me with love...and watch me rise again! Who am i? that the voice that calmed the sea, would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me. Not because of who i am. But because of what you've done. Not because of what i've done. but because of who you are.

"He's the time taken up but there's never enough and he's all that I need to fall into..."

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Thank you God


Sigh im moving on... loved you once... gonna try not to again! lol
thank you God for finally waking me up from this nightmare
thank you God for making me notice who really is there for me
Thank you so much for loving me, and sticking with me while i ignored you
Thank you God for the people in my life who care, and give me advice
Thank you God for loving me no matter what
Thank you so much
I can't begin to tell you how better i feel now
My soldiers are lifted
I'm more confident
I feel closer to you
and not so down
Never will this happen again (well i should never say never...so hopefully this wont happen again)
<3>
"Have you ever thought just maybe You belong with me?"

Sunday, January 10, 2010

taking chances :D

"Don't know much about your love. Don't know about your work of.... don't wanna be alone tonight, on this planet they call earth! You don't know about my past, and i dont have a future figured out. maybe this is going to fast. maybe its not meant to last. but what do you say to taking chances! what do you say to jumping off the edge! Never knowing if theres solid ground below...or hand to hold! Or hell to pay! what do you say...... what do you say?? I just want to start again... maybe you could show me how to try! maybe you could take me in..."


"You're here your eyes are looking into mine so baby make me fly"

Saturday, January 9, 2010

your not sorry










"all this time i wasting....i was hoping you would come around! i was giving out chances, every time..... and all you did was let me down. It's taken me this long but baby i've figured you out. And your thinkin we'll be find again, but not this time around! You don't half to call anymore, i wont pick up the phone! This is the last straw... don't want to hurt anymore! And you can tell me that your sorry. but i don't believe you baby like i did before. your not sorry! NO...no....no! Lookin so innocent. i might you believe you if i didn't know. could have loved you all my life. if u didn't leave me in the cold! And you got your share of secrets..and I'm sick of being the last to know! and now your asking me to listen because its worked each time before"

"I just wanna show you,she don't even know you. She's never gonna love you like I want to..."

Thursday, January 7, 2010

a walk to remember



watched this movie today, cried my eyes out! Oh how this movie relates to me... Such an inspiring movie...full of love, compassion, and faith! This movie is unlike others... it shows the true meaning of love..and not just a fairy tail! I watch this movie and for that hour or so i feel compassion, wonder, adventure, love, and faith! If you haven't seen this movie i am telling you see it. if you have then watch it again <3

"Say you're sorry that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to"