this is what i do bored at 1am!

some poems for your delight

wish you were here
to hug me while I'm cold
to sing me to sleep
to hold my hand when I'm scared
to kiss me in the rain
to hold me whenever and wherever
to laugh with me in joy
to cry with me in pain and sorrow
but it's just a dream

I'm sick of you and your...
lying
cheating
heart breaking
cocky self
So i really want to hate you.
My heart just can't lie, cause it truly loves you

I know those things others don't
you play piano secretly, but you don't tell anyone cause you don't want to be made fun of
you pretend to be macho and tough, when really you come home and cry
you write poetry, but don't tell anyone cause you don't want to be thought of as girlie
i know you.....
those other girls don't even have a clue what there getting into

your in charge of my heart
you basically make it beat
tare it apart
build it up
make it feel joy
make it angry
your in charge of my heart.
so do what you please, just try and not hurt me

i guess you loved all 50 of those girls.
I GUESS!
am i one of them to add to the list?
the ones you use for your plessure!
Cause i thought i was a different girl to you, you even told me so
but now i realize this was all a game for you

Can you see me?
Am i alive to you?
cause i feel like I'm riding in the back of your mind
when i really should be in the front
when you see me do red lights go flashing off, cause you know you made a mistake...and lost the girl of your life?
so you treat my pain by forgetting all about me
that's not what i had in mind

So this is love?
I never thought it would feel like this
wanting him, but knowing he see's the other girls
and I'm the invisible one.
we had something, something real
but you let go of our chances
now here am i beaten down. and bruised
all because of you
so this is love?


"My heart has never felt this way before,Im looking through your eyes..."

Little did i know you would sweep me off my feet...you would make my dreams become reality...that you would make my heart feel new emotions...make my laugh have real joy behind to it... look at you and literally feel pain in my heart...little did i know you were the one i couldn't forget...little did i know that i would want to hate you, but just can't....that you would make my heart skip a beat when you smiled...have dreams in the middle of the night about us laying under the stars you loving me...little did i know your hug would make me feel protected...little did i know one single boy could do this to me!



'See you make your way through the crowd and say hello,little did I know that you were Romeo"

<3

do what makes you happy
be with who makes you smile
laugh as much as you breathe
love as long as you live


"You can tell me that you’re sorry but I don’t believe you baby like I did before..You’re not sorry"

love...please just kill me now!

Love isn't something you can touch...yet when you hug him the world seems perfect...love is life...it whats keeps us going...Without love...God wouldn't have died on the cross for us...Oh love the emotion burning inside everyones heart...trying to peek through every chance you get...yet your stuck, he hurts her.... can't love just be simple? but no...just like everything else in my life love is one of the hardest things to live with....loving someone is wanting the best for them even if your not included in that! Yet you know what you can be with each other...yet he doesn't see it! all he see's is her...and not me! story of my life! all i can see in my head is your smile...oh that smile and that laugh...make my heart skip a beat! the way you look at me...even when i pretend i don't know your staring..it just makes my heart jump up and down! I try to hide my joy and hopes...yet it just seems to seek through! so he loves me...he loves me not!

"You saw me there, but never knew I would give it all up to be a part of this, a part of you..."

KNOTS!

ok so today went to knots all day (our school performed all the music ppl did there) and it was such a good day...like everytime i go to a theme park i always get closer to someone...haha!! this time it was ADAM AND JULIA AND ABBY! love them haha....adam is just the most hilarious person ever...and julia are just besties...and abby is just pure amazing haha...anyways such a good day :D wish i could relive every minute of it <333>

"Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone,I keep waiting for you but you never come"

a true man would think of this!

he gave her 12 roses, 11 real ones one fake and said "i'll love you until the last rose dies" ♥

"No one knows that you cry but you don't tell anyone that you might not be the golden one and you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone..."

just some sayings

don't fall in love...fall of a bridge it hurts less!

i didn't fall for you...you just simply tripped me!

i wish you were here so i didn't half to talk to myself.

i love you so much...that even though you love her.....i still don't want to see you hurt.

dear heart i met a boy...so good luck! xoxo

i like him, he likes her, story of my life.

please don't let me become invisible

all i want for Christmas is for him to notice i exist

liked what it was, hate what it is, love what it could have been

real love stories don't have endings

i can let got.... i can forgive....i can move on.....but i'll never stop loving you!