Saturday, December 12, 2009

ordinary day! <3

"just day...just a ordinary day! just trying to get by! just a boy...just an ordinary boy! but he was looking to the sky! and has he asked if i would come along...i started to realize! that everyday i find just what he's lookin for. like a shooting star, he's shines! he says take my hand....lend while you can!! though you feel in dreams i ride in the palm of your hand."

<3

"Hold on, baby you're losing it. The water's high, you're jumping into it and letting go..."

the real definition of best friend.


Best friends....usually people think of a best friend as the one you spend the most time with. that isn't always the case though. a true best friend is someone you tell everything to....and know 100% that they wont judge you for what you say and do....a best friend is the one you come to when your crying....the one you want to be around when you feel crappy...the one you love hugging and laughing with...the one you understand and relate to the most...the one who treasures you and you treasure them in your heart... a best friend is the one that will stick by your side...not the one you spend the most time with.... all i know is that you don't find many of these people in your life. so once you find one keep and hold on to them...and treasure them in your heart. the definition of best friend: not the one you call your best friend...but the one you can trust no matter what it is. <3


"You can walk away and say we don't need this but there's something in your eyes says we can beat this"

Friday, December 11, 2009

lazer tagging

fun fun fun fun night :D
maddie and me first of all spent not only the hole night together, the hole day as well :) i love her by the way...
ok so the bus ride home was the BEST.....willaferd bahahahah oh my goodness best insider ever :D loved it so much...haha oh goodness!
and then when me and madz were at the lazer tag place...these 2 stalker dudes...did not let us out of their sight...i mean they were FREAKY!!! haha...i mean they followed us...and i am not gonna tell ya the rest lol!
anyways other then feeling sick and being stalked it was a very fun night full of laughs :)

oh and i thought i might let you know....that from now on i'll prob be putting a random taylor swift quote at the end of almost every post haha

"I looked into you in the eyes thought I knew you for a minute, now I’m not so sure..."

Thursday, December 10, 2009

amen... i love taylor swift

"You just see right through me But if you only knew me. We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible"

"This thing is breaking down we almost never speak, I don’t feel welcome anymore. Baby what happened please tell me? Cause one second it was perfect, now you’re halfway out the door"


its like she reads my mind...then puts my thoughts into a song.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

waiting for a change


wish you were here. Cause i fee like I'm giving love to no one. Here am I standing waiting for you....gonna give you all i have. yet you take your time, instead of running that race. Come on...I'm waiting. oh love...what it does.

so i guess its just me for now...waiting for you to change!

another poem of mine

I walk through this world
without a clue
then you came along
and you made sense
just who you are
and just who i am
WE made sense
we DID,
but you ruined our chances

my heart beats

beat....beat
my heart beats
little by little i walk this road
without you.
beat...beat
my heart beats
because of you
you were there
but no,
you just couldn't have stayed
could you?
now my heart beats just to see you.


"Could have loved you all my life if you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold"