where are you now?

"where are you now? when i need you the most... why dont you take my hand??? i wanna be close. Take my hand and walk with me... where are you now? when nothings going right..where are you now? i cant see the light. so take my hand and walk with me. show me what to be. yeah! i need you to set me free. where are you now? now that im half grown...why are we far apart? i feel all alone. where are you now? when nothings going right. where are you now? i cant see the light."

-justin bieber!

"I didn't know what I would find when I went looking for a reason"

my boyfriend.

Did you all know i have a boyfriend?
is name is Jesus :D
Just thought i would let you know my relationship status :)
Yeah He's basically the best boyfriend ever...
ILY JESUS!
Your my
boyfriend
father
savior
leader
guider
protector
your my everything!

bubbly!

"will you count me in? i've been a waiting for a while.... you got me feeling like a child now. cause everytime i see your bubbly face, i get the tingles in the silly place! it starts in my toes and crinkle my nose... wherever it goes i always know. that you make me smile, please stay for a while. just take your time wherever u go! the rain is falling on my window pane... but we are hiding in a safer place! undercover staying dry and warm..u give me feelings that i adore! it starts in my toes...i crinkle my nose! wherever i go i always know..that u make me smile! please stay for a while now. just take ur time wherver u go! but what am i gonna say? when u make me feel this way.... i just...mmmm!"

"You just see right through me But if you only knew me.We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible"

realize :)

"take time to realize...that your warmth is crashing down on me! take time to realize, that i am on your side...didn't i, didn't i tell you? But i can't spell it out for you..you know its never gonna be that simple..no i can't spell it out for you! if you just realize what i just realized...then we'd be perfect for each other..and we'll never find another! just realize what i just realized...we'd never half to wonder if we missed out on each other now. take time to realize oh oh im on your side...didnt i..didnt i tell you? take time to realize this all could pass you by...didnt i tell you? but i cant spell it out for you..no its never gonna be that simple! no i cant spell it out for you..if u just realize what i just realized then we'd be perfect for each other and we'll never find another..."

"You're here your eyes are looking into mine so baby make me fly"

cloudy with a chance of meatballs! :)

watched cloudy with a chance of meatballs yesturday with apryll..ummmm I LOVED IT! ok so it was all about food (haha my kind of movie) but anyways it had such good graphics (it might have something to do with it was blueray) but anyways i loved it...such a good movie..insider created while the movie.. WHAT THE WHAT! to funny haha! :) such a good time...
have you watched it? if so what did you think?

"Drew looks at me,I fake a smile so he won't see that I want and I'm needing everything that we should be..."

film festival

Film festival
such a fun night
yeah we 8th grader girls won...now thats how we role :D
so much fun
Thank you God for a great night
and Thank you God for my friend apryll ann miller
such a night created with memories

"I believe in whatever you do and I´ll do anything to see it through..."

baby by justin bieber<3

"you know you love me, i know you care! just shout whenever and i'll be there.... you want love you want my heart...and we will never never ever be apart...ill be an item! for good playing! were just friends what are u saying? said theres another that looked right in my eyes...my frist love broke my heart for the first time...like baby baby oh...like baby baby no! thought you'd always be mine... like baby oh...like baby baby no! i thought you'd always be mine..mine! For you i would have done whatever... and i cant believe we ain't together...i wanna play it cool, but im losing you! ill buy you anything..ill buy u any ring! and im in pieces...baby fix me! and you shake me until you wake me from this bad dream...im going down down down..and i just cant believe my first love wont be around...im like baby ohh...im like baby baby now... baby oh...like baby baby no! i thought you'd always be mine mine!"
-love you JB :)

"I take a step back,let you go.I told you I'm not bulletproof now you know..."

my own little psalm :)

ok so in my discipleship class at school (its a bible study group for 8th grader girls) we were reading in psalms and she told us to write our own psalm in like 5 minutes
so i did..and everyone was like woahhh pro writer to me... so i thought i would share it with you :)

I praise you oh God
With my heart and soul
Shield me from evil
and never leave me alone
let me fall into your arms
and never let me go
the warmth you give me in the cold
i rejoice in your name
you are all powerful
never let me go oh Lord
you are in my soul!

do like it?

"He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar the only one who´s got enough of me to break my heart"

tow is better then one

I remember what you wore the first day. you came into my life and i thought hey you know this could be something. cause everything you do and words you say...you know that it all takes my breath away...and now im left with nothing

so maybe its true that i cant live without. and maybe 2 is better then 1
theres so much time....to figure out the rest our lives
and you've already got me coming undone
and im thinkin 2 is better then 1

"You and I are paintin' pictures in the sky and sometimes we don't say a thing just listen to the crickets sing.Everything I need is right here by my side and I know everything about you, I don't wanna live without you.."

lucky<3

do you hear me talking to you? across the water, across the deep blue ocean! under the open sky..oh my! baby im trying
Boy hear you in my dreams... i feel your whisper across the sea...keep you with me in my heart! you make it easier when life gets hard
lucky im in love with my best friend
lucky to have been what i have been
lucky to be coming home again

"When all you wanted was to be wanted wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now"

true colors<3

You with the sad eyes...dont be discouraged..oh i realized its hard to take courage in a world full of people you can lose sight of all...in darkness still inside makes you feel so small...but i see your true colors shining through! i see your true colors and thats why love you... so dont be afraid to let them show your true colors... true colors... true colors and beautiful are like rainbows!


"Drew walks by me,can he tell that I can't breathe? and there he goes, so perfectly, the kind of flawless I wish I could be..."

voice of truth

"Oh what i would do to have the kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat...and then, onto the crashing waves! to step out of my comfort zone, to the realm of the unknown where Jesus is. And he's holding out his hand. But the waves are calling out my name...and they laugh at me! reminding me i tried before and failed... the waves keep on telling me time and time again i never win...i never win!But the voice of truth tells me a different story. the voice of truth says do not be afraid. and the voice of truth says this is for My glory.. out of all the voices calling out to me, i will choice to listen to the voice of truth!"

"I know I didn't read between the lines and baby, I've got nowhere to go..."

who am I?

Who am I? that the Lord of all the earth, would care to know my name. would care to feel my hurt! who am i? that the bright and morning star... would choose to light the way for my ever wondering heart. Not because who i am, but because of what you've done. not because of what i've done. but because of who you are. I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone tomorrow. a wave tossed in the ocean. a vapor in the wind! Still you hear me when im calling...Lord you catch me when I'm falling. and you told me who i am. I am yours.... I am yours.... who am i? that the eyes who see my sin, would look on me with love...and watch me rise again! Who am i? that the voice that calmed the sea, would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me. Not because of who i am. But because of what you've done. Not because of what i've done. but because of who you are.

"He's the time taken up but there's never enough and he's all that I need to fall into..."

Thank you God

Sigh im moving on... loved you once... gonna try not to again! lol
thank you God for finally waking me up from this nightmare
thank you God for making me notice who really is there for me
Thank you so much for loving me, and sticking with me while i ignored you
Thank you God for the people in my life who care, and give me advice
Thank you God for loving me no matter what
Thank you so much
I can't begin to tell you how better i feel now
My soldiers are lifted
I'm more confident
I feel closer to you
and not so down
Never will this happen again (well i should never say never...so hopefully this wont happen again)
<3>
"Have you ever thought just maybe You belong with me?"

taking chances :D

"Don't know much about your love. Don't know about your work of.... don't wanna be alone tonight, on this planet they call earth! You don't know about my past, and i dont have a future figured out. maybe this is going to fast. maybe its not meant to last. but what do you say to taking chances! what do you say to jumping off the edge! Never knowing if theres solid ground below...or hand to hold! Or hell to pay! what do you say...... what do you say?? I just want to start again... maybe you could show me how to try! maybe you could take me in..."


"You're here your eyes are looking into mine so baby make me fly"

your not sorry

"all this time i wasting....i was hoping you would come around! i was giving out chances, every time..... and all you did was let me down. It's taken me this long but baby i've figured you out. And your thinkin we'll be find again, but not this time around! You don't half to call anymore, i wont pick up the phone! This is the last straw... don't want to hurt anymore! And you can tell me that your sorry. but i don't believe you baby like i did before. your not sorry! NO...no....no! Lookin so innocent. i might you believe you if i didn't know. could have loved you all my life. if u didn't leave me in the cold! And you got your share of secrets..and I'm sick of being the last to know! and now your asking me to listen because its worked each time before"

"I just wanna show you,she don't even know you. She's never gonna love you like I want to..."