soloshowcase.

Okay everyone...listen up!
Me and jordan gates are bestfriends if you didn't know that by now, but thats besides the point. We're singing this killer amazing duet october 6th (wednesday) i believe the concert starts at 7:30. Its at sonora highschool, GO RAIDERS! I encourage you all to come and cheer us on, it sounds AMAZING :)

525th post :D

you're beautiful.

i just embarked on an amazing singer, phil wickman.
if you've ever heard any of his songs, you know how pwoerful and lovely the lyrics are.
I just changed my profile song to one of his most amazing songs ever:)
if you really mean the lyrics and sing them whole heartidly, it can move your heart in ways it's never moved before. Gods so undescribable, He's absolutely beautiful...shining above all. The holy spirit in my life, all i want to do is just explode on people with love..and show everyone what amazing joy God brings.
isn't it awesome, how i can sin against God all the time..and yet he forgives me freely cause his grace and love is over-powering.
He's definitely the best role model anyone could have :)

re-invent yourself.

"That your life is so utterly without meaning, simply to survive you have to re-invent yourself. Cause if people can't find you, they can't dislike you."


WOW, you have no idea how much that quote related to me...
i was watching the movie Me and Orson Welles, and one of the main characters said that...and i just pressed the rewind button over and over again..cause that quote like spoke my life.
it's sad, but so truthful huh?

Letters to God.

Letters To God, have you seen this movie?
well if you haven't i strongly encourage you to go watch it now.
It made me cry my eyes out.
this goes on my list of movies i balled my eyes out:
my sisters keeper, titanic, greta, a walk to remember, and now letters to God.
It has the most amazing/beautiful message, God has overwhelming blessed me, and you..its not even funny.
This just shows how God can give a person pure joy, not happiness..cause happiness is only a momentary feeling..but joy lasts forever & ever..even through the hard times.
and this movie gives a perfect example at what joy looks like through the Lord.
ahh, so inspiring:)

JESUS.

1 peter 5:6-7
so humble yourselves under the mighty power of God. And at the right time he will lift you up in honor. Give all your worries and cares for God, for He cares about you.

love this verse(:

beach....

I'm....
sandy
sunburned
my feet are cut open
im tired
i have homework.
thanks beach, you really did a lot to help me.
at least you're beautiful, so i guess i can forgive you.

520th posttt:)

i love you.

i don't think people realize how much an "i love you" means to a person..cause it made my whole day:)
just to know you're loved, is an amazing feeling.
i love my friends to death, it's not even funny!


today i spent with my deartest apryll:)
tomorrow having apryll & julia over then going to the 5th quarter at highschool group.
sunday going to the beach before the baptism with jordan, julia, and gavin.
woohoo this should be fun stuff:D


how is everyone?
oh and just know I LOVE YOU:)

you know my name, not my story.










crazy how those 7 words explain basically my whole life.

a boring saturday.

all day has been very boring, and it's a freaking saturday...all i've done all day is text,read, watch tv, and listen to justin bieber. but last night was AMAZING. i went to the WC varsity football game with a bunch of friends..i loved hanging out with... julia, michael, adam, abby, amy, ryan, and kylee:)
i seriously have THE GREATEST friends on the universe.
:)
what are you doing this weekend or what did you do?

AMAZING.

Psalm 37:3-7 Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes.

math class.

sit.
you're waiting for the clock to hit lunch.
as you walk past by your science class, you realize.
I'm done, with this crap.
And i'm done with these games,
there's a lot of love out there..im just not playing the right game,
you sit in class the next day, dreaming of what can be...not of what is.
and as you wait til the last second of the day, hoping it will come faster.
complaing every step you take, about the lack of laughter
the tears fall down your face, as you inter you're bedroom
you start to wonder, why am i the way i am?
you're friends make fun of the who you are, and what you do.
you feel judged every single word you whisper in their ears.
you feel haunted your personality, and you feel guilty for the things you've done.
you want to hide, you want run..
but you can't
you feel alone.
you fell undone.
now you're Gods hands.
the second day you past your math class, thinking wow im not ready for this,
you sit in class next to this brown haired boy whose got class.
he says "hello, how are you today?"
you say "just fine"
but thinking watch you steps boy, im not ready to get hurt again.
and walks to your very classs.and you wonder whats up with him,
you go sleep that night just wondering, whats so interesing about him?
the next day, you walk into math......you can't keep him off of your mind.
but then, you realize he isn't there anymore.
he's left, just like the 3rd guy to leave at your best.
and you can't help but feel, alone.
butt tthen he walks into class, gives you a grin says hi.
with his bright green eyes, you can't help but love who he is.
and randomly you say "hey, i was wondering why you're so nice to me?"
and he says "cause a girl like you, deserves the best out of every guy, and you've got plenty of love inside your heart...and i see the pain inside your eyes, and i wanna cure, i wanna cure it. Cause a girl like you, deserves the best. and im here for you, at worst and at your best."
:)
-written by me!

love herr:)

I could say that i'll always be here for you, but that would be a lie and a quite pointless thing to do,
I could say that i'll always have feelings for you but i've got a life ahead of me, and i'm only 22,
Since you've been gone i've lost a chip on my shoulder,
Since you've gone i feel like i've gotten older,
and now you've gone it feels as if the whole wide world is my stage
And now you've gone it's like i've been let out of my cage,
You always mad it clear that you hated my friends,
You made me feel so guilty when i was running around with them,
And everything was always about being cool,
And now i've come to realize there's nothing cool about you at all,
Since you've been gone i've lost a chip on my shoulder
Since you've gone i feel like i've gotten older
And now you've gone it feels as if the whole wide world is my stage
And now you've gone it's like i've been let out of my cage,
Since you've been gone i've lost a chip on my shoulder
since you've gone i feel like i've gotten older,
And now you've gone it feels as if the whole wide world is my stage
And now you've gone it's like i've been let out of my cage,
:)
lily allen, i could say

just read, i know its long..but it's only lyrics.

kateeee nash, the nicest thing:)

"All i know is that you're so nice
you're the nicest thing i've seen
i wish that we could give it a go
see if we could be something
i wish i was your favorite girl
i wish you thought i was the reason you are in the world
i wish my smile was your favorite kind of smile
i wish the way that i dressed was your favorite kind of style
i wish you couldn't figure me out, but you always wanted to know what i was about
i wish you'd hold my hand when i was upset
i wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met
i wish you had a favorite beauty spot that you loved secretly, cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see
basically, i wish that you loved me
i wish that you needed me
i wish you knew when i said two sugars, actually i meant three
i wish that without me your heart would break
yeah, i wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake
i wish that without me you couldn't eat
yeah, i wish that i was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep
look, all i know is that you're the nicest thing i've ever seen
and i wish that we could see if we could be something"

taylor swift, mine:)

You were in college workin part-time, waiting tables
left a small town, never looked back
i was a flight risk, with the fear of falling
wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts?
i say, "can you believe it?"
as we're lying on the couch
the moment, i can see it, yes, yes
i can see it now
do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
you put your arm around me, for the first time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
you are the best thing that's ever been mine
flash forward and we're taking on the world together, and there's a drawer of my things at your place
you learn my secrets and you figure out why i'm guarded
you say we'll never make my parents' mistakes
but we've got bills to pay
we've got nothing figured out
when it was hard to take, yes, yes
this is what i thought about
do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
you put your arm around me, for the first time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
you are the best thing that's ever been mine
do you remember all the city lights on the water?
you sae me start to believe, for the first time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
you are the best thing that's ever been mine
and i remember that fight, 2:30 am
as everything was slipping right out of our hands
i ran out crying, and you followed me out into the street
brace myself for the good-bye
cause that's all i've ever known
then you took me by surprise
you said "i'll never leave you alone"
you said "i remember how we felt sitting by the water.
and everytime i look at you, it's like the first time
i fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
she is the best thing, that's ever beem mine"
hold on, make it last. hold on, never turn back
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter, you are the best thing, that's ever been mine
do you believe it?
we're gonna make it now
and i can see it now...

pictures, haven't posted them in awhile.

aren't they beautiful?

the first week of freshman year.

My first week of being a freshman is completed.
It was hard work considering, i have honors classes, a 0 period class so i have to get up at 5:30 every morning, dance, and theater.
I seem to have about an hour of homework every night, so that would be why i don't post as much as i use to.
anyways, this week was exhausting but being in highschool is fun!
I can't wait until we get more into the core of the year so more fun events come up:)
I have a long weekend ahead of me, YAY. but i don't have much planned :(
Probably hangin with the fam mostly, and church. ya know, the normal.

How is everyone? when do you all start school?

510th post!