i'd just like to say...

that maddie martin and apryll miller are the best girls in the world they both give advice, they both care, there both there when i need them! they have a soldier for me to cry on!!! they both are amazing christains! and just all around wonderful girls!!! any guy would be lucky to have them!!! :) thank you so much apryll and maddie (you know what for) you both are a gift from God!!! i love you darlings both oh so much!!!

oh and im gonna do a little shout out to a boy that i know hate

YOU FREAKIN LOSER I HATE YOU AND I WANNA SMACK YOU!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE WHAT A JERK YOU ARE!! I NEVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN!

jerk face

i hate boys ughhh they make me mad!

summer 09

this summer has gone by so quick!!! i mean i only have like 2 more weeks of it! This summer hasbeen packed with memories love and hurt!!! this summer=

laughs
drama
love
hurt
suprices
adventure
romance
courage
the beach
sun
apryll
getting tackled by hudggge waves
inside jokes = pickles and honey+ "i think our hands just made a baby"
and more inside jokes
ice cream
pools
washington
family
friends
besties
new friends
learning v-ball
tears
hugs
God
hope
faith
fear
movies
mall
pinkberry <3
food
church
weddings
shock
growing
praying
words of wisdom and words of hurt
joy
7 11
walks
hoping
dreaming
living
crying
music
junk food
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 and more love
crushing
wondering
thinking
color
inspiration
and many more
Oh summer 09 i'll never forget you!
wow summer is soon going to say bye and school is soon to say hello! wow!!!! <3 i'll miss you summer 09!

what i am feeling right now!

love <3
heart
hate
joy
excited
fear
fire
passion
calm
peer pressure
hurt
sadness
happy
mixed feelings
wonder
adventure
God
music
screaming
talent
empty
alone
tears
wow i just wrote tears and now i am crying... i haven't cried in a while i need to cry! God help me!!! There's to much on my heart!!!!

!<3!<3!

<333 !!!OH HOW I LIKE YOU!!! <333

dream

DREAM as BIG and as HARD has you can until LIFE reaches an END!


<3








sorry i just totally did 3 posts in like a matter of an hour... so read all of them!!!

cupcake and roof roof!

so my mommy and sister went to shop today and in the car we were all laughing about my weird sayings i say a lot like "for crying out loud" and "oh my lanta" and my mom hates it when i say freakin but i say it all the time... haha (THANKS APRYLL) haha!!!! but anyways my mom sis and i were like talking and stuff and i was like "mom you need to make nicknames for courtney and i!" so my mom randomly said snickers for me but i kinda liked that but she kept thinking and she was like cupcake.... so my mommy calls me cupcake now!!! i love it!! she said she calls me that cause i am as sweet as a cupcake!! awww <3

then my sisters was snicker doodle... but she hated that so randomly i was like roof roof out of no were.... LOL haha so courtney is now called roof roof haha!!!

isn't that cute???

cupcake, and roof roof!!! :P