MY EYES KILL!

omg so last night i spent the night at aprylls house and went swimming with corey landon and morgan<333 then today (wednesday) i went to the beach for 4 hours and a half... and apryll and i stayed in the water for freakin 4 hours straight!!! right now my eyes r freakin killing me (you have no idea) ahhh they hurt so bad.... oh and i also got burnt :( CRAP!!!! ugh!!! but anyways after that then i went to deep end and went swimming for an hour and a half sheesh i am pooped!!! but at the deep end i kept getting dunked by hannah and anna!!! and i could hardly breath for a while! (which sucked) but anyways.... over all my day was amazing and super duper tiring!!! but whatever!!! oh and at deep end hannah and anna kept sticking there big toe into ther mouths (it was nasty) but really funny to watch!! haha those weirdos!!! love you all! thanks for reading!! what did you do on wednesday?

Time

do you ever want time to go slower? or let it go way faster? what if you could control time what would you go back and redue or relive, or what would you go faster in time(like what would you want to find out about yourself)? Time is something to think about! Use your time wisely... because you might not have much more time! Time is such a gift from God!

Soar.....

Have you ever felt the feeling of just wanting to escape and leave life and soar across the shiney skys... feel the breez through your hair while the sun is shining down on you just soring.... ever wanting to fly above the sea's and touch the water going between your fingers! Have you ever wanted to sore above buildings.. and see people in amazed by you up in the sky SOARING! have you ever felt that?

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Looking through a lence of a camera makes me see the world through a totally different eye.. you can capture moments that you would never capture by just looking... I love that fact it can totally just freeze a moment and make the memorie last forever!

SLEEP OVER! :P

so on thursday anna maddie and i went to the beach with the jr.high and high school group but even though we were only there for an hour and a half i had a blast with those 2 amazing girlies<333 But after that we drove in the car for a long time and arrived at maddies house and swam forever loL! I can do a toe touch ok lol..... but anyways then after that we goofed off and had fun... but one of the funniest parts of the sleep over was we TOLIET PAPERED!!! and we got them good... haha! (oh and by the way the sleep over is with the 8th grade girl Bible study WOOT WOOT) but anyways after that we came back watched what a girl wants... then maddie anna and i stayed up until 5:30 or so... I AM SO TIRED!!!! but over all the night was really fun!! :) what did you do on thursday and friday?

<333maddie & anna<333

It's ok! :'(

It's ok to cry!!! I cry all the time! Sometimes emotions can't be handled and you just got to get it out! Death, friendships, love, hope, judgment, life, dreams crushed, hope gone, left out, family, friends! Can all be such hard things, but can be such blessings at the same time! I cry all the time, horrible things have happend to me and my family and you know what even when God was there i cried and was lost without no hope! I sometimes feel like God is never there to listen, or no one cares, or understands!! But you know what God is there and it's ok to cry! God wants us to show our emotions!!! SO JUST CRY!!! OPEN UP!!! Sometimes you need to cry... life can't be all fun and laughs, sometimes life is struggles, hearts broken, feeling alone in something, not knowing what to do, feeling so guilty or sinnful, not being understood! I have felt so much in my life, and i found out the more you cry the better you feel!! Let those tears drip out! It's ok to think about what hurts you most!!!

Love you all, if you ever need a friend i am here for you!!!! HANG IN THERE!!!!

My amazing day with madzzz<33

ok so on wednesday i went to deep end and had a pretty darn good time, even though i was visiting aunt flow!!! u can ask what aunt flow is if ur curious haha!!! But anyways it was funn :) then i spent the night at maddies house and we talked FOREVER and laughed and were crazy like we always are haha..... Then after that we woke up early because we were planning on going to disc golf but that didnt work out... so then we went to the mall and had funn :) then we just hungout talked and laughed after that!!! also maddie did this really halarious dance on her bed it was sooooooo funny! Oh and for some weird reason i smell summer love in the air (and i have no clue why, but i do) ;PPPPP haha i am so weird!!! loL!!!! but anyways to make a long story short it was funnn :)

I love you maddeline grace martin haha!!!

and you know what YOUR A NERD (I KNOW) haha!!!